Hello... This was originally at [link] I just thought I'd put it here too...


The reason for my blogging today is because quite a few things have been happening around me reccently, and quite a few significant things have happened to me today.
I have suffered with depression for the last 4 years, and have tried to get over it by various methods. My doctor said that because when I was diangosed I was so young that it would be best to try to fix it using natural methods (such as upping my vitamin intake, eating healthier, ect.) before turning to anti-depressiants and drug medication.
Like I said, we tried to make my vitamin levels higher (although they were within the safe range, they weren't as high as they could be), I have been having protein shakes for breakfast nearly evey morning, been eating foods that contain serotonin, and just recently been getting vitamin B12 injections. I was getting blood tests every 3 months, something I did not look forward to.

My last vitamin B12 injection was about a week or more ago, I'd gotten a blood test and then went to see my doctor. I told him straight out that the injections were doing absolutely nothing at all. He said that my B12 had risen quite a lot so he referred me to a paedeatrician to see what he reccomended I do. (because my doctor was still unsure if i was too young to take medication, and I am in the area of a persons life where they are not considered a child, but not quite an adult). 

Anyway, today was the day I went to see the paediatician... That's a story in itself... I'm not sure if I want to write it here or not...
I'm going to skip all the pointless details... But basically he put me on Zoloft, told me that I may (but most likely not) have Asperger's Syndrome (I feel that I have quite a few symptoms of the syndrome, but not exactly... If I were to self diagnose myself [although I realise I'm no expert and I'm probably just making up rubbish] I would say that I have quite a few symptoms of BPD, still not exactly, but pretty close...), and I have to go see a councellor.

On a slightly unrelated subject -  I have been feeling quite crap recently  (well, i always feel crap, because of my depression. But I mean extra crap on top of it)... I';m not going to go into the details, because my mind is crazy right now...  


Well... Goodnight!